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10 September 2006 @ 09:48 am
Never Exactly, Spike/Buffy drabble  
I accidentally wrote a drabble last night...

Title: Never Exactly
Author: Mel ([info]thatotherperv)
Pairing: Spike/Buffy
Rating: R, I think. Sex but not really graphic.
Too short for a summary :) Word count 250-ish.



“Oh…Spike…yes….”

Buffy threw her head back, face flushed and taut with pleasure as he pounded into her warm, animated body. He couldn’t get over how alive she looked. Spike felt his grief from the long summer without her well up in his throat, even as he fucked her. Missed her so damn much….

He clutched her close to him. “Say it,” he begged. Demanded it roughly, when she said nothing. “Say it.”

“I love you, Spike.”

He choked back a sob as he ground into her body and came, collapsing onto her, curling his body around Buffy’s petite one. Her fingers stroked softly through his hair, scraping lightly over his scalp. He burrowed his nose into her neck like a child, feeling needy and not caring, for the moment. She was right here with him, and she was his….

“I love it when you use my body for your pleasure. You’re a bad, bad boy and far hotter than that loser, Angel.”

Roaring with the rage of his broken illusion, Spike reared back and punched her in the temple, and a shower of sparks exploded, sizzling his skin. She powered off for the night, and Spike moved to the edge of the bed, bracing his elbows on his knees and trying to hold his tears back with one trembling hand.

When Willow asked in the morning how the Buffybot had been damaged, he’d tell her that it was attacked by some mean beastie.

Wouldn’t be a lie, really.



A/N: title taken from spike's line about the buffybot in Bargaining part 1
 
 
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{¯`·._.·Kitten·._.·´¯}[info]not_purrrfect on September 10th, 2006 03:23 pm (UTC)
That was very good. Hot, and funny at the same time. Well done!
Mel: spuffy always trying (by awmp)[info]thatotherperv on September 10th, 2006 08:02 pm (UTC)
glad you liked it! thanks :)
Caroline[info]jamalov29 on September 10th, 2006 03:34 pm (UTC)
I so want to give Spike a hug right now.
Mel: spike pretty eyes (by eyesthatslay)[info]thatotherperv on September 10th, 2006 08:03 pm (UTC)
I know :( I was rewatching some late s5-early s6 thing last night and I was thinking about how really, I feel like he would have used the buffybot and never told anyone, and made himself very sad in the process :( I had to write it. thanks for fb!
Trepkos: 147 Days by Killprettyx[info]trepkos on September 10th, 2006 03:41 pm (UTC)
Ouch!
You had me fooled ... poor Spike.
Mel: buffy wet (by animebooklover)[info]thatotherperv on September 10th, 2006 08:04 pm (UTC)
yeah, it was a low blow. glad it was effective!

and thanks for the correction suggestion :) I clearly didn't look at it hard before I posted. lol.
kindredspirit75: Love reading[info]kindredspirit75 on September 10th, 2006 04:02 pm (UTC)
Oh, poor Spike. *pets him*
Mel: get smashed and shag (by exit47)[info]thatotherperv on September 10th, 2006 08:05 pm (UTC)
I know <pets him with you>

...that sounds kinda r-rated, actually.
scififangirl[info]scififangirl on September 10th, 2006 05:01 pm (UTC)
Well done, very clever.
Mel: spuffy kiss (by exit47)[info]thatotherperv on September 10th, 2006 08:05 pm (UTC)
thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)
Auntie Ro: lovers walk spike & joyce[info]auntiero on September 11th, 2006 12:59 am (UTC)
Neat little twist. Poor Spike!
Mel: spike smoking by scarymime[info]thatotherperv on September 11th, 2006 04:18 am (UTC)
thanks!

yeah, he was such a poor pathetic bastard before Buffy got resurrected. who says dead men can't grieve?
Burnz[info]burnzitt on September 11th, 2006 01:39 am (UTC)
I liked it.
I could picture that happening...sad though it is. Poor Spike. Good job. :)
Mel: spike tied (by animebooklover)[info]thatotherperv on September 11th, 2006 04:19 am (UTC)
Re: I liked it.
thanks babe. so could I. I rarely write something that slips into canon but...glad it worked for you! poor guy, sacrificed to my angsty whim :)
SpankSpike[info]spankspike on September 11th, 2006 04:13 am (UTC)
OMG!!! You are not allowed to make me read something even remotely Spuffy and like it.

That said - I LIKED IT!!

So sad that it was the bot. That whole thing on the show made me feel so sad for him, to love someone and desire them so much that you'd be willing to accep that sort of substitute.

Good stuff!
Mel: spike pretty eyes (by eyesthatslay)[info]thatotherperv on September 11th, 2006 04:22 am (UTC)
lol. heeheee. I'm evil like that. I love making someone like something they have no natural inclination to like. it's a great compliment.

I thought it was really so sad, his horror over the buffybot in Bargaining part 1. but it got me thinking, that there may have been more going on than just the obvious. I could really see him using the buffybot, and telling no one, and then resenting the hell out of the thing for its old programming. he can be such a perversely angry little man. lol. said with the best affection, of course.

glad you liked it.
missus_grace[info]missus_grace on September 11th, 2006 05:28 am (UTC)
You accidentally wrote this. *snerk*

Loved it.
Mel: spike smoking by scarymime[info]thatotherperv on September 12th, 2006 03:24 am (UTC)
lol, it really was an accident!

so glad you enjoyed it :)
jans_sanctuary[info]jans_sanctuary on September 12th, 2006 10:47 am (UTC)
Ouch! Poor Spike.

Killer ficlet.

BTW, WOW, what a great new layout! *hugs and snogs you*
Mel: angel wifebeater (by 43100[info]thatotherperv on September 12th, 2006 11:23 am (UTC)
I know. poor guy. I always felt like he would use the bot while he was grieving, and tell no one.

glad you liked it.

the layout...god, I know, it's gorgeous. I fell asleep while vamps had just started fiddling with it, and woke up to this. it's gorgeous, and perfect for me!
Corinna: Always_prophecy[info]alwaysjbj on May 9th, 2007 11:34 pm (UTC)
Here via the Rogue Poet awards.

So painful, and so well done. Thank you! *hugs Spike*